It's my first journal i don't know why i'm writing it, i have only three friends here unlike the FB
but i will write it like notes, i just want to try writing a journal ^_^

I don't know why i'm thinking deeply but there's somethings i have to say, i just can't let a pending matter without finishing it, maybe cuz i need answers *i'm so curious*

Btw my exams are soon and i'm scared and i'm feeling bored ><

And this year (2009) was very strange, i met a girl and i liked her and she liked me too
she's unique and i love her as my friend and i wanted to be her closest friend nothing more
but i don't know what happened suddenly she changed her treatment to me, she don't speak to me like as she used to do.

Time ago an internet friend of mine disappeared for three mothes i though that he's gone forever and it was bad, even he's just a normal friend.
So i think that if i didn't see her again in the net it will be terrible cuz i like her, i can't imagine that a friend i like disappear and don't know anything about her.
I just want to know how is she, her news and to see her in the net.

I didn't do anything wrong to her and she told me that i didn't do anything wrong
and she said that she used to like me, so what happened to make her don't like me i don't know, I can't understand her !!!!
I thought that i'm from her top friends but now i don't know anything, if i didn't did anything wrong so what happened.....!!!!!!!
I don't know if she likes me or hates me, but i didn't make anything to make her hates me :S

I love her, i love her spirit and i love her songs ^^

I don't know how i said that, i spoke very honestly, i just feel that i have to say that
I think that i wrote a good journal and i don't know how i wrote all this long journal.
Anyway here i'm, i wrote that and it's my first journal ~~